她看着女人一手握着驾驶盘,一手拿着电话,还能不断转过头来对她挤眉弄眼感到心惊不已. 这年头的女人真是太强悍了,一心不止二用, 同一时间脑子在转,嘴巴在讲,手在动,脚踩油门. 她只能呆坐在一旁,听女人细细数落另一个女人, 插不上话也认不清路, 脑子里一片空白, 只能傻傻地陪笑. 这让她很有挫折感. 很多时候她怀疑自己是出生在错误的年代里.
雨落下来了, 水珠一颗颗打在窗上却完全掩盖不住loud speaker phone 传来一波又一波夸张又恶毒的对话. 是针对另一个女人的话题. 她有一阵晕眩, 脸上一阵发热.“你刚才有看到X X 那个死相吗?” 女人转过头来寻求她的认同. 她一愣,半晌才回过神来. “你说什么?” 她问. 女人一皱眉, 对着电话里的女人说她在发白日梦. 电话的另一端传来清脆的笑声. 她不置可否的耸耸肩, 只能陪着一同笑. 强颜欢笑了整个早晨,她觉得那张麻痹的脸不再属于她自己.
无聊, 使她开始细细打量身旁的女人. 女人面目姣好, 青色的上衣用的是本季最流行的弹性质料. 贴身的无袖上衣毫不保留的展示优美的线条.下垂的领口褶皱, 若隐若现的乳沟配上卡其裤, 青春洋溢. 她自形惭岁的看见自己一身暗淡色调所带来的沉闷, 黯然的垂下眼皮. 难怪他们喊她叫嬷嬷.
电话那端的女人也是她的朋友. 此刻她旁边的女人正在向电话那端的人打小报告. 说有个野女人要勾引电话那端女人的男友. 她听得头皮发麻. 半个小时前, 大伙不是都还好端端的一起用餐吗? 所谓的野女人酷酷的, 说话直直的. 有和男人眉来眼去, 眼光直直盯着男人的一举一动吗? 有露出不屑的表情吗? 算了, 对她而言都不重要. 她对感情事向来反应迟钝, 要不然也不会到如今仍然单身.
一滴晶莹的水珠顺着窗慢慢滑下, 撞向另一滴连为一体, 复而迅速地再滑下, 消失在眼帘. 女人问:“拜托你不要在他面前提起这事好不好?” 她感觉到女人的不安. 电话另一端的声音开始激动起来: “ 我早就觉得那个XX对他有意思. 果然, 现在连你也这么说.” 她为那男生流一把冷汗. 终于, 车子开到了火车站. 女人还喋喋不休的一直讲. 她挥挥手, 迫不及待的逃离那辆车. 明明是短短的路程却让她感觉身心俱疲.
她看着电动火车缓缓驶进月台. 依呀一声, 门打开了, 繁忙时间的车厢竟然还有空位. 她不敢相信自己的好运, 就如她不相信那个美丽的女人竟然如此不堪. 她心里一宽, 坐在椅子上, 全身的骨架好像快要散掉. 火车慢慢地往回家的路途开去.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Sien
This is an interesting website introduce by Mr Alan
It allows you to create your own Avatar.
When you are too "sien" and have nothing to do,
Instead of rotting,
Go to this website to have some fun.
http://www.faceyourmanga.com/welcome.htm
It allows you to create your own Avatar.
When you are too "sien" and have nothing to do,
Instead of rotting,
Go to this website to have some fun.
http://www.faceyourmanga.com/welcome.htm
Friday, August 15, 2008
"Sensitive Issues" Shhhhhh.....
I am quite disapointed with a few issues which happened in Malaysia recently.
First of all is the forum --- Conversion to Islam --- organized by Bar Council had to stop half way. I always believe that ALL religion in the world is good. The only problem lies in the follower...
So, the protestors claimed religion is a sensitive issue and nobody should held a public discussion on it. What is the logic behind this? By shutting up the mouth of people who have a different view with them do not mean that the problem has been solved. This will only make matter worse. In a civilised world, we do not threatened. Instead we discuss. Discussion makes things clearer, allowed different views to be presented and create a better solution to settle dispute.
Then the demonstration of the UITM student regarding the opening of 10% of the university intake to non-Malay student. Everyone understand that the only way to teach a child to survive is by teaching him/her how to fish and not by giving fish directly. Closing UITM to the bumiputra is not only like feeding fish to the child but also closing the pond at the same time, not letting other people come in to fish. Now they can close a pond, but can they also close the sea and not allow people from other part of the world to fish???
Lastly the PAS youth wing which referred the non-Muslims as orang asing. This statement really hurts. So this means that until now PAS still cannot accept other races in this country? After 51 year we stay together in this country?
Our country will celebrate the 51st anniversary this year. With the Merdeka day within the corner, all politicians must remember how tough is it that our ancestor obtain independence. The politicians should be more responsible in their words and actions. Their easy access to the media and public should not be used as a tool to gain popularity and support.
The non-Malay in this country help to build the nation too. We do not come here to rob or do things against the law. Most of us are good citizen. We treat this country as our home. MALAYSIA IS OUR HOME. Not China or India. When our badminton player Lee Chong Wei play against China player Ling Dan on sunday, we support Lee Chong Wei, we support Malaysia team. We hope that he will bring back a gold medal!!!
One world one vision??? One country may not even have the same vision.....
It is so sad.
First of all is the forum --- Conversion to Islam --- organized by Bar Council had to stop half way. I always believe that ALL religion in the world is good. The only problem lies in the follower...
So, the protestors claimed religion is a sensitive issue and nobody should held a public discussion on it. What is the logic behind this? By shutting up the mouth of people who have a different view with them do not mean that the problem has been solved. This will only make matter worse. In a civilised world, we do not threatened. Instead we discuss. Discussion makes things clearer, allowed different views to be presented and create a better solution to settle dispute.
Then the demonstration of the UITM student regarding the opening of 10% of the university intake to non-Malay student. Everyone understand that the only way to teach a child to survive is by teaching him/her how to fish and not by giving fish directly. Closing UITM to the bumiputra is not only like feeding fish to the child but also closing the pond at the same time, not letting other people come in to fish. Now they can close a pond, but can they also close the sea and not allow people from other part of the world to fish???
Lastly the PAS youth wing which referred the non-Muslims as orang asing. This statement really hurts. So this means that until now PAS still cannot accept other races in this country? After 51 year we stay together in this country?
Our country will celebrate the 51st anniversary this year. With the Merdeka day within the corner, all politicians must remember how tough is it that our ancestor obtain independence. The politicians should be more responsible in their words and actions. Their easy access to the media and public should not be used as a tool to gain popularity and support.
The non-Malay in this country help to build the nation too. We do not come here to rob or do things against the law. Most of us are good citizen. We treat this country as our home. MALAYSIA IS OUR HOME. Not China or India. When our badminton player Lee Chong Wei play against China player Ling Dan on sunday, we support Lee Chong Wei, we support Malaysia team. We hope that he will bring back a gold medal!!!
One world one vision??? One country may not even have the same vision.....
It is so sad.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Warm uP
My boss asked me 2 days b4 I left the pharmacy shop.
“What had u learnt during this 2 months?”
I told her that mainly some counseling skills and brand of drugs and supplements. Now that when I think back, that was only part of what I gained.
It was a new experience for me working there. I faced real patient everyday. They are not simulated patient found in clinical skill unit in IMU. No scripts were given to these people and no lecturer there to give marks. Besides, there will not be any feed back telling what had been done wrong.
Many people thought it is easy to be a community pharmacist. Some customers thought we are just special sales person who sell drugs…
(Auntie!!!, it is not so easy le!!!)
People who do not know English says English is nothing more than 26 alphabets. Very simple ma!!!. So is it true that English is as easy as ABC???
2 months there make me realize that it is not an easy task to be a pharmacist. Besides, although my boss is good, she is quite strict. So it is sometime very stressful. Anyway, I was excited to have chance to see theory in class come real life. Managing a shop, staffs, ordering stocks, serving customer, counseling skills, hitting sales target, answer phone calls, listening to ‘stories’ from yr staff….haha…
Moreover, I know the importance of punctuality, responsible to mistake that had been done, ways to cooperate with different people (especially staffs), how to face difficult customers and exposed to some skills in running business in a competitive world. I was aware that what we had learned in school was not sufficient to face the society. But when I work, the working culture still shocked me. There are so many invisible rules in the society…
I think I had gained a lot in this 2 months. (Of course not money wise la) But then, now I will not feel so uneasy to tell others that the pay is low and do not feel frustrated that people are enjoying their life going vacation when I was sweeping the floor & tagging the price of the stocks, telling people the difference of Zyrtec and Atarax. This will be the most important warm up activity before I step into my real work life next month.
“What had u learnt during this 2 months?”
I told her that mainly some counseling skills and brand of drugs and supplements. Now that when I think back, that was only part of what I gained.
It was a new experience for me working there. I faced real patient everyday. They are not simulated patient found in clinical skill unit in IMU. No scripts were given to these people and no lecturer there to give marks. Besides, there will not be any feed back telling what had been done wrong.
Many people thought it is easy to be a community pharmacist. Some customers thought we are just special sales person who sell drugs…
(Auntie!!!, it is not so easy le!!!)
People who do not know English says English is nothing more than 26 alphabets. Very simple ma!!!. So is it true that English is as easy as ABC???
2 months there make me realize that it is not an easy task to be a pharmacist. Besides, although my boss is good, she is quite strict. So it is sometime very stressful. Anyway, I was excited to have chance to see theory in class come real life. Managing a shop, staffs, ordering stocks, serving customer, counseling skills, hitting sales target, answer phone calls, listening to ‘stories’ from yr staff….haha…
Moreover, I know the importance of punctuality, responsible to mistake that had been done, ways to cooperate with different people (especially staffs), how to face difficult customers and exposed to some skills in running business in a competitive world. I was aware that what we had learned in school was not sufficient to face the society. But when I work, the working culture still shocked me. There are so many invisible rules in the society…
I think I had gained a lot in this 2 months. (Of course not money wise la) But then, now I will not feel so uneasy to tell others that the pay is low and do not feel frustrated that people are enjoying their life going vacation when I was sweeping the floor & tagging the price of the stocks, telling people the difference of Zyrtec and Atarax. This will be the most important warm up activity before I step into my real work life next month.
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