I was hopping that I can finish the trainee life asap. But now when it is all over, I felt uneasy and suddenly do not know what to do with my life.
The one year of PRP turns out to be a calm and steady path. But when everything turns out to be too smooth, it just doesn't seems right... It is a very difficult feeling to be explain by words.
Most of my best friends and colleagues were posted to the east Malaysia or cities in the northern states to continue their government service. The ministry of health people seems to be to tired with all of us. Non of the appeal to stay back in the hometown were accepted and all of them just suddenly dissapear from my life. We don't even hav a proper farewell gathering before they leave. It is all too sudden, and I think I am still not used to it until now.
It is 2 weeks from the day I reported to my workplace. It is glad to know that I can continue to work in the same place, staying in the comfort zone and ignoring the world outside. BUT these voices in my brain telling me to get out from the place I am familiar with and get out from my parent's house I had stayed for 25 years had grew stronger and stronger. I will ended up having schizephrenia if I still live my life like this.
what I am suppose to do????????????????????????????????
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
15malaysia short film
Watch this:
www.15malaysia.com
The most hilarious Potong saga, the meningful chocolate and many more to come
If you like Yasmin Ahmad, watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dP-j6vUGwK4&feature=related
www.15malaysia.com
The most hilarious Potong saga, the meningful chocolate and many more to come
If you like Yasmin Ahmad, watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dP-j6vUGwK4&feature=related
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Rest in peace
I do not know Teoh Boon Hock until he appeared on the front page of the newspaper, lying dead at the premises of the Malaysian Anti corruption commission (MACC). I was so shock that this is actually happening in Malaysia, where somebody walks into a government building alive but come out as a dead body. I began wondering whether this place that I stayed is still the Malaysia I know. Can I still stay in this piece of land??? I felt sorry for this young man, his fiancée and his family members. Hope he will rest in peace and the next life he will not be born in Malaysia.
I voted for the opposition in 308 elections, not hopping to change the BN government but just to tell BN I am not satisfied with what they are doing and hope that there is a stronger opposition which can counter check the current government. With the new opposition government formed less than a year and was probe by the anti corruption body, I was quite disappointed and I really hope they are not equally as dirty as their former counterparts. However, what are the interrogation method the anti corruption officers used until a young man was dead not even after 1 day of going into their building?
This is so scary. When a Mongolian woman died bombing by the former armies, an Indian boy died in a police station during interrogation, can anyone that we know found dead the next day they went into a government building? If someone wishes you to die the next day, will you just vanish into the thin air without leaving any remaining? We really want to know what is actually happening in this country.
For Dato Seri Najib, our beloved prime minister, I hope he can really sit down discuss with his cabinet members to let the Royal Comission of Inquiry investigate the cause of dead of Teoh. All we want is just the truth of what had actually happened on 16.7.09 in the MACC premise. Whether or not Teoh had commited a crime, he is not supposed to die this way. If he was really murdered, let the murderers face the justice. Let’s be focus and put away all the political differences and the racial divide. This is human life. He was dead and will never come back again. Give us the answers we want. I just hope that this will just not turned out to be an unresolved case, and later become the most mysterious case in Malaysia for the past 52 years.
I voted for the opposition in 308 elections, not hopping to change the BN government but just to tell BN I am not satisfied with what they are doing and hope that there is a stronger opposition which can counter check the current government. With the new opposition government formed less than a year and was probe by the anti corruption body, I was quite disappointed and I really hope they are not equally as dirty as their former counterparts. However, what are the interrogation method the anti corruption officers used until a young man was dead not even after 1 day of going into their building?
This is so scary. When a Mongolian woman died bombing by the former armies, an Indian boy died in a police station during interrogation, can anyone that we know found dead the next day they went into a government building? If someone wishes you to die the next day, will you just vanish into the thin air without leaving any remaining? We really want to know what is actually happening in this country.
For Dato Seri Najib, our beloved prime minister, I hope he can really sit down discuss with his cabinet members to let the Royal Comission of Inquiry investigate the cause of dead of Teoh. All we want is just the truth of what had actually happened on 16.7.09 in the MACC premise. Whether or not Teoh had commited a crime, he is not supposed to die this way. If he was really murdered, let the murderers face the justice. Let’s be focus and put away all the political differences and the racial divide. This is human life. He was dead and will never come back again. Give us the answers we want. I just hope that this will just not turned out to be an unresolved case, and later become the most mysterious case in Malaysia for the past 52 years.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Autopsy
Having flu? take a capsule of Carinox. Pseudoephedrine + Loratadine
Nice from outside. Not much different from other products.
Walaoeh... Another Malaysia Boleh product.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Looking good but going nowhere
A doctor asked me the other day, whether I feel frustrated when dispensing. After study so hard for 4 years, I am just dispensing at the counter...
I had mixed feeling when she said that. I told her we are doing many things besides dispensing. Things like TDM, TPN, clinical stuff, controlling stocks, counter checking prescriptions, providing drug information, monitored drug therapy for specific patients and etc.These are important... The doctor doesn't seems to listen. She just shrug her shoulder.
The public sees pharmacist = dispenser. They do now know what are the pharmacist doing. So are many doctors. They thought we are just taking "gaji buta" and sit there doing nothing. They do not see the importance of our job. Without pharmacist, many doctors' license will kena suspend... I am serious.
Healthcare professionals work as a team. The main purpose in the end of the day is to provide good patient care and let them recover from their illness asap.
Dispensing is crucial and it is part of patient care. Pharmacist prepare reliable medications and distribute them to patients, counseling patients about their prescription drugs and how to best use them. I think ensure that the patients are taking medication are as important as writing a precription.
Furthermore, in the ward, clinical pharmacists participate in drug selection, drug Regimen, develop and implement pharmaceutical therapeutic plans, document it and follow-up of outcomes... Since malaysia just start to have pharmacist ward round with doctors, I understand many doctors just cant get used to it. But just remember that we are not finding fault or try to challenge any decisions. We are just there to help. Lets us work hand in hand to provide a better healthcare service for the public.
I had mixed feeling when she said that. I told her we are doing many things besides dispensing. Things like TDM, TPN, clinical stuff, controlling stocks, counter checking prescriptions, providing drug information, monitored drug therapy for specific patients and etc.These are important... The doctor doesn't seems to listen. She just shrug her shoulder.
The public sees pharmacist = dispenser. They do now know what are the pharmacist doing. So are many doctors. They thought we are just taking "gaji buta" and sit there doing nothing. They do not see the importance of our job. Without pharmacist, many doctors' license will kena suspend... I am serious.
Healthcare professionals work as a team. The main purpose in the end of the day is to provide good patient care and let them recover from their illness asap.
Dispensing is crucial and it is part of patient care. Pharmacist prepare reliable medications and distribute them to patients, counseling patients about their prescription drugs and how to best use them. I think ensure that the patients are taking medication are as important as writing a precription.
Furthermore, in the ward, clinical pharmacists participate in drug selection, drug Regimen, develop and implement pharmaceutical therapeutic plans, document it and follow-up of outcomes... Since malaysia just start to have pharmacist ward round with doctors, I understand many doctors just cant get used to it. But just remember that we are not finding fault or try to challenge any decisions. We are just there to help. Lets us work hand in hand to provide a better healthcare service for the public.
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